Many were my infatuations in life, and many were from a safe distance. Boys/men used to intimidate me if the attraction I felt was too strong for me to handle, and that meant I could literally get dumb if they would address me in any way, and worse if they showed some interest. And that … Continue reading A guy named Karel.
Some movie I started watching brought this up, and since I realised I had already seen the movie, I took the opportunity to let my mind run with the concept... the question "What is your story?". I wrote a long piece on it just to realise I basically told the same already in one of … Continue reading Anecdotes are all I have…
Somewhere I wrote, I no longer have the One story of my life... I have the anecdotes, and any story I tell, will always leave out details that might be relevant to get the whole picture, if there is one... About Love here... Part one. People will ask me regularly, so, did you marry a … Continue reading Tales expected and unexpected… part 1.
Once upon a time, some book(s) made me aware of my own awareness.. It started quite simple; you are doing the dishes, for example, and NOTICE you are doing it so automatically, routinely, habitually, hands doing it all without you having to pay much attention at all. So your mind is free to do other … Continue reading Awareness of consciousness.
With couchsurfing requests, there is always this mentioning that they are interested to see what the locals live like, and since I am not exactly a 'local', they might feel 'safer' with me, and I suspect they expect me to be better off than most locals, since I am a foreign woman. Surprise, surprise.. I … Continue reading What do you really want to know about my life here? Or should that be: what you really want to know about my life here.
something seems wrong in my body... the question being, what could it be...? could it be something easily cured, which might become toxic, and dangerous, if left untreated? could it be something more serious...? would i even consider it the latter, if not for my age...? should i feel worried, or scared? i am not. … Continue reading health
The Love Story; which it why most suspect I came to live here and decided to stay. The first falling deeply in love was with Tortuguero itself. As much as with the town, and the way it was all still so rustic and simple, as with the nature surrounding it. That was the strongest love, … Continue reading Tales expected and unexpected…
Once upon a time... But seriously. Going to be adressing something I know is going to be very sensitive to some, but try to take it from my point of view. I used to be a lot more sympathetic/empathic, and therefore compassionate with a lot of people. But that changed. I have learned to become … Continue reading rant?
A lot of people in town know i am a couch on couchsurfing.com, and no one ever seems to really understand why i would do something like that, when there is no money to be made, no PROFIT. But then they saw me having fun hanging out with new people every couple of days, doing … Continue reading Couchsurfing and The Hidey Hole.