A guy named Karel.

Many were my infatuations in life, and many were from a safe distance. Boys/men used to intimidate me if the attraction I felt was too strong for me to handle, and that meant I could literally get dumb if they would address me in any way, and worse if they showed some interest. And that … Continue reading A guy named Karel.

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Anecdotes are all I have…

Some movie I started watching brought this up, and since I realised I had already seen the movie, I took the opportunity to let my mind run with the concept... the question "What is your story?". I wrote a long piece on it just to realise I basically told the same already in one of … Continue reading Anecdotes are all I have…

What do you really want to know about my life here? Or should that be: what you really want to know about my life here.

With couchsurfing requests, there is always this mentioning that they are interested to see what the locals live like, and since I am not exactly a 'local', they might feel 'safer' with me, and I suspect they expect me to be better off than most locals, since I am a foreign woman. Surprise, surprise.. I … Continue reading What do you really want to know about my life here? Or should that be: what you really want to know about my life here.

health

something seems wrong in my body... the question being, what could it be...? could it be something easily cured, which might become toxic, and dangerous, if left untreated? could it be something more serious...? would i even consider it the latter, if not for my age...? should i feel worried, or scared? i am not. … Continue reading health

rant?

Once upon a time... But seriously. Going to be adressing something I know is going to be very sensitive to some, but try to take it from my point of view. I used to be a lot more sympathetic/empathic, and therefore compassionate with a lot of people. But that changed. I have learned to become … Continue reading rant?